?

Log in

No account? Create an account

Previous Entry | Next Entry

Title:I don't want to be crazy
Written by:Samantha Schutz
Format:Hardback
Genre:Non-fiction: Auto-biographical


This is a true story of growing up, breaking down, and coming to grips with a psychological disorder. When Samantha Schutz first left home for college, she was excited by the possibilities — freedom from parents, freedom from a boyfriend who was reckless with her affections, freedom from the person she was supposed to be.

At first, she reveled in the independence . . . but as pressures increased, she began to suffer anxiety attacks that would leave her mentally shaken and physically incapacitated. Thus began a hard road of discovery and coping, powerfully rendered in this poetry memoir.


While this is my 6th book of the year, it is the first book for me in the Mental Illness Advocacy Reading Challenge.

Writing in the present tense makes her story more present, more real. It was powerful, gripping, distracting, agitating... I have occasional anxiety attacks, but they're different from her experience, so it was enlightening to see this through her eyes. What wasn't so pleasant was when her anxiety first begins to develop and I would start to feel the anxiety creeping in just from reading about it.

A passage that really hit home:
When it is happening we in another place
where the rules of reason do not apply.
We need a voice from the outside
because our own voices cannot be trusted.
IMO, this really gives a good insight into what's going on inside an episode, at least in my experience of anxiety, BPD, and depression.

I'd strongly recommend this book to anyone wanting to know more about Anxiety Disorders.



6 / 75 books. 8% done!

Profile

windowseat
50bookchallenge
50bookchallenge

Latest Month

July 2019
S M T W T F S
 123456
78910111213
14151617181920
21222324252627
28293031   

Tags

Powered by LiveJournal.com
Designed by Tiffany Chow